if they reoccur does that mean something?

dreams. i've been having weird ones lately. but specifically the one where i'm pregnant. haven't had the privilege of being pregnant yet but every time i am in my dreams it's super painful. & my baby bump doesn't look like what baby bumps typically should either. just last night i was pregnant in my dreams. again, painful. i kept cramping throughout the dream & actually thought to myself i can't be pregnant. i just started my you-know-what {TMI?}.

i've heard dreams can have meanings. i've also heard they're a bunch of random thoughts. either way though, i'm not ready to be a mama. i know that & i'm okay with that. i'm not saying if tomorrow i found out i was really pregnant i wouldn't be thrilled. we just aren't planning on parenthood for a few years. it seems like every time i'm on facebook all of my 465 "friends" are either pregnant or just had a baby. maybe my dreams are trying to get me to jump on the bandwagon. maybe i'm suppose to conform?

naaaah.

yes, this post has been my most random to date. thanks for sticking around.

& here's a random picture from way back when to top it all off.